Ryan 20

Foreword: In 2004, I kept these posts on a separate blog. I wanted a place to write about my true feelings about Ryan that no one else would read. In 2007, I revisited these posts. and decided to add them to the archives. It's part of my past that is worth remembering especially the honesty with which I wrote these posts.

Ryan and I are doing a lot of teasing recently. It's the way we flirt, I think. He's said that he likes that he can tease me. I said that it's like junior high, it's how I know he likes me. We're dorky like that.

Yet it doesn't bother me. I like it. I find myself calling him a couple times a day on the weekends. We talk every night. The best confirmation I got from Ryan was when he called after the first night of partying at Stampede. He actually got home after midnight and woke me up just to chat. I was so glad he didn't go home with some random woman and instead he wanted to talk with me.

Last night when I went out with Vanessa and Bernadette, Ryan was still awake when I got home. He didn't say it, but he implied that he was waiting up for my call. That's awesome. Today we traded MP3's and chatted for awhile in the morning. It's just really sweet. Conversation goes from being really goofy and all kinds of teasing to just what's going on in our days to the occasional, serious relationship or life discussion.