Ryan 16

Foreword: In 2004, I kept these posts on a separate blog. I wanted a place to write about my true feelings about Ryan that no one else would read. In 2007, I revisited these posts. and decided to add them to the archives. It's part of my past that is worth remembering especially the honesty with which I wrote these posts.

Could the timing get any crazier? About an hour after I wrote the last post, I got a call from Kevin. I chose not to answer the phone. He left a very nice, friendly message saying he just wanted to chat. I don't know if I want to call him back. It's hard.