Night before last, I woke up around 3am having a nightmare. Of course, it's not particularly scary now, but at the time, I was quite upset. So I called Kevin. I think I woke him up but he might have been half awake at the time. Gotta love caller id because the first thing out of his mouth was "Are you ok? Is everything ok?" He sounded very alert and intense. It made me feel like he was ready to pounce on anything that was hurting me.
It made me realize that Kevin has more fight that flight. "Fight or Flight is a physiological / psychological response to a threat," according to panicattack.net. I, on the other hand, am all flight and no fight. Naturally, I find the fight response very confusing and weird. Yet, somehow, it's comforting to know this is Kevin's natural response (especially at the moment he wakes up). I guess it's probably some primal/architypal attraction thing. I'm attracted to a man with fight response just in case a wild animal attacks us while sleeping in the jungle. Heh. I'll just have to make sure Tiger isn't around to draw a fight response from Kevin in the middle of the night. Kevin would probably kick my dog's butt.
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